Wrestling for control…

This is very timely for me. I’ve been at this intersection once in my life, and find myself revisiting it again today. Something’s gotta give, and I’m emotionally preparing for it while trusting God.

As the Seasons Go

There are days that I wake up and everything goes as planned. The coffee is hot, the kids don’t fight, we are ready on time and the dog doesn’t eat plastic. Then there are days when I step in cat pee in the bathroom…right outside the box. Can I get an amen?

I am a person who needs a plan, I need to control my little slice of the world so I feel in balance. I am a list maker, a planner, a double checker. I know this is my way of combating anxiety, my way of trying to hold everything together. Does this mean I don’t trust God to work out everything for my good? Nope.

I know God can be trusted, He has really big shoulders. I know that His Word says He has a plan for me, to prosper me and not to harm me. To give…

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